It's a brand new year and I have never been more happy to see the old one go! 2008 was by far the worst year of my life. Things were up and down, things happened that I never imagined would be going on in my life. But through all that, I learned more about myself than ever before. This time has taught me what I want in life and who I want to be.
I'm excited to see what is around the corner for me. I have lots of options and I am excited to explore them. The rest of my life is going to be exciting and I don't want to settle for anything less than I deserve, something I've done far to many times in my past. I have the potential to start over new in so many new places, basically anywhere I want. Beth and I are discussing about moving to Kansas City which would be a fabulous new start...if I can wrangle the finances and be on track financially. I don't want to be barely scraping by, I want to be successful on my own and be able to be comfortable on my own. I know that isn't too much to ask because I think thats a desire a lot of people have and are successful at doing. I can afford to find a new place to call home and I'm excited about that part of my future.
On another note, I'm also completely content on being on my own. Nobody to worry about but myself. That may sound selfish, but I think for once in my life I need to focus on my self more than anyone else. I'm all that matters at this time, this very second. I'm excited about that aspect of my life too. Something fresh and new, a brand new start on life!
Every aspect of my life is exciting for me. I have a brand new outlook and I'm ready to see where the wind blows me!