Saturday, October 09, 2004

Today is Beautiful!!!!

Today is such a beautiful day!!! It is the most gorgeous day I have seen in a very very long time. It's really too bad that we don't have chairs on our patio because I would definitely go out there and do my homework today! Instead I just have my window and blinds open! I just got off the phone with Daren (one R). I remember why I liked him. He's cute...just hearing him over the phone made me smile. He told me to stop being a loser and go out and do something. It's not as fun when you're by yourself. That's what I told him anyway. None of my friends are around. Sarah is in Pennsylvania with the football team, Beth is either home or out shopping with her mom, and I'm not really sure where Tiff would be. But really those are the only friends that I have. Sad I know! I need to take this really great advice I got the other day. I need to get out and get involved in things....meet people. Maybe that will be my new goal....to get involved with things. In the meantime, I'm content with doing my homework. It's not like I get the motivation to do it all the time. I better make good use out of it. Did I ever mention that I LOVE THE DENTIST. Well I do. I haven't been to him in a while, but I know I have an appointment coming up soon....which makes me very very happy! I love having clean teeth. It's like one of the best feelings in the world!!! Anyway, I'm starting to sound like a raving lunatic....I'll go for now!!! Leave me love people!!! XOXO!

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Senseless Babble

This week is finally over for me. It was such a long week. It just seemed to go on forever. I really need more to do during the week to make time pass by more quickly. I really do wish that I had a job. I just want to work, but for some reason nobody seems to be hiring right now. It stinks. Oh well. I'll find one sooner or later. I have a few big assignments due this week. One paper and a lab report. I guess that isn't too bad, but for me, it's a lot. I don't usually have homework. Oh well.
I've been thinking about him again. Some days I don't care about him, and don't care what hes doing, and there are days when I'm driving down the road and I just want to turn my car and head north and travel that all too familiar path to his drive way. But I don't. I could just pick up the phone and call him but the sound of his voice usually makes me crazy. I miss him. He has such a huge part of my heart, and it makes me sad that things turned out the way they did. But what can I do? Move on is about it. I want to go back to the days when everything was normal. Back in the days when I didn't know what it meant to be "sick" and when I had no idea what a broken heart felt like. I wish I were back in elementary school, when if you held hands with someone they were your boyfriend and that was the end of it, and if it didn't make it through the day, that was ok too. Those were the days. None of this crap of being afraid of comittment and not liking titles. What is that?!?!?!
I miss my brother. It's been forever since I've talked to him! He means the world to me, and I pray every night that God keeps him safe wherever he goes. Especially when he goes wherever hes getting deployed to. I pray God keeps him safe. I'm not sure what I would do if somethere were to happen to him. I'm in a very sentimental mood right now. I'm not real sure why...but I get that way sometimes. But now I think I'm just rambling on. So I'll go do something...maybe some of this homework! Leave comments, if you feel so inclined! Peace!

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Oh WOW

So Beth and I decided that we could no longer handle sharing a computer. So she went out and bought a router, and we hooked it up ourselves. Very impressive for the two of us. We generally don't know how to do those types of things and rarely like to do them on our own. Usually we make Andrew come over and do it considering he's the only person we know that is a computer geek. But he was too busy today to come over when we wanted him to, so we did something every guy dreads doing! We read the directions!!! It's amazing that we figured out how to do everything just by reading the directions!!!! ROCK ON! So I am typing this to you on my very own computer. Yes, it is the same computer who did not work for over a year. She is back in commission and working fine! YAY!
On another note, school is going well. I am coming up on my second chem test. I had my second bio test this morning and I'm not too sure how I did on it. We shall see tomorrow when I check the results on Blackboard. But yeah I missed a lecture of Chemistry and I'm afraid that one lecture was one too many. I don't know we shall see after I take the test. We had a substitue proffessor yesterday because our is in Seattle or something. He's the Dean of the College of Engineering, so he tends to have a lot of stuff to do. I actually liked the way the sub taught us everything istead of our own Prof. I like Dr. Williams, but sometimes he's teaching style sucks! But whatever. Enough about that. I think really thats all I have to write about. Just how awesome it is to finally have my own computer!!! It is awesome. I've been without my baby for way too long. Haha....Im attached what can I say!!!! But until next time my friends....Over and out!

Monday, October 04, 2004

20 Questions

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says:
300g - 204g = 96g
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
The computer monitor
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Desperate Housewives
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
11:23
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
11:16 ...
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Other people typing.
7: When did you last step outside?
This morning on my way into class.
8: What are you wearing?
black shoes, jeans, pink button down shirt, and a gray zip-up sweater
9: Did you dream last night?
i think so, but i dont remember what about
10: When did you last laugh?
In Stats this morning at my CRAZY prof
11: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
white paint.
12: Seen anything weird lately?
hmm..not so much
13: What are you thinking about right now?
too many things to write down here
14: What is the last film you saw?
Uptown Girls
15: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you buy first?
A new cell phone, or perhaps a new car.
16: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I hate getting dressed up and girly.
17: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would make sure everyone knew about God's Love for us.
18: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Alexia Richelle
19: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jensen Thomas
20: If you could have one wish, what would it be?
To be happy with myself.