WOW!!! My weekend was bad, who knew it could get worse?!?!?! I swear to you, i think I just heard the most hurtful thing in my entire life! This person I thought was one of my best friends, just informed me that he no longer has time for me. he can't just drop what hes doing to talk to me on the phone, even though it's EXTREMELY long distance to call him. (not to mention the fact that I changed my cell phone plan so that I could call him without having to pay an arm and a leg!) Anyway, he said that he hates talking to me on the phone because all I ever say is "right" and "okay"! well i guess conversations dont go both ways these days! I guess if he would have talked too than maybe I would have more to say than, "right" and "okay"! I guess he never thought of that! Anyway, so yeah he pretty much told me that I have a screwed up life, and that he doesn't have time to listen to me. But hes glad that I know how to be a good friend and was there to listen when he needed someone! Thanks, I'm glad that you had time to talk when you needed someone, but its too much of a hassle to talk to me when I need someone. I also noticed that his behavior only began to change when i started talking to one of his other friends! I swear jealousy is an ugly thing. Way to turn your back on someone! So pretty much for him watching a movie and playing PS2 is way better than talking to his friends! Or I guess just me. You know that saying what do you do when the one person who can make you stop crying, is the one who made you cry? yeah thats exactly how i feel at the current moment! I feel like shit, and I can't believe he had the audacity to say, "sorry IF i hurt your feelings!" How could you say something like that to me and NOT hurt my feelings! Id feel like he meant it more if he would have said, "sorry that i hurt your feelings!" It's almost like saying, hey im not really sure what i did, so ill just say sorry to try and make you feel better! FUCK THAT!!!! This one conversation has ruined my whole week, and honestly this has been the best week i've had in a long time. so thanks for that, way to be a GREAT FRIEND!!!! I'm sorry to say it, but YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANYONE ELSE LIKE ME!!!! Thanks for everything!

Well....now that that is over (my thanksgiving break), I can get back to the daily grind here in Good Ole' East Lansing. Yahoo!!! Anyway, I knew there was a reason I hated going home! If it's not for the simple fact that my town is completely WARPED, it's the fact that I swear to you my own family has it in for me! It all started about a month or so ago. First my mom began giving away all my clothes that I had left at home in my closet. Some of which were some of my favorites...and then she decided it would be a good idea to let my brother take my bedroom over. Well I had gotten over that because really, it's not like I'll be around and my brother will be there until march! So I guess, that was ok and I had gotten over it! But then to top things off, I decided to tell my parents to just fix my car for me for Christmas, when my mom informed me that my Dad wanted to sell my car. So we sat down, him and I, and we talked about why he wanted to sell it, which made perfect sense, but I told him I planned on taking it back to school with me after break! So he was like well, then I wont sell it. So I thought we had settled it when this lady came up and asked if we had a car for sale, and my dad being the nice guy he is, said “No, but I could sell you Michelle's car!” WTF?? Seriously, what the hell. So not only did my mom give my clothes away, she gave away my room, and they SOLD MY CAR! So now, I have to sleep on the couch when I go home, and I have to rely on OTHER people to drive me around. It's like being in high school again! I was PISSED!!! My actual Thanksgiving was good, except for after when my mom was complaining about how bad the dinner was and blah blah blah. It was really frustrating, because I know my grandma slaves away every Holiday to make dinner for THE ENTIRE family, without the help of anyone else, and I was mad that my mom had the audacity to complain about it! But it was a good dinner, my entire family was there!! My mom, my dad, me and both of my brothers! I think thats the first time that has happened in a long time! Not to mention the fact that my Aunt Kim and Uncle Rob came. They are never there, and it just made the holiday all the more better! So that was fun! I did 8 loads of laundry this weekend, so thats what filled up most of my time. But I did go to the SVSU, GVSU game and had a good time there, even though SVSU lost, which means no Alabama in a couple weeks! Then I went to my second family's house. Beth and her family always lets me come over, and I swear that I spend more time there on holiday's than I do at my own house! Its fun!! But here is some more disturbing news! I found out that this person I thought was one of my good friends, and that I could talk to about anything, doesnt even like talking to me on the phone! YEAH!! How shitty is that?!?! This is a direct quote from the person who told me (who by the way is a very good source!) “He isn't a phone person. He doesn't enjoy talking to people on the phone. He just doesn't have that much to say. And I know for a fact that that is especially true when he talks to you! He says you either start talking to your roomates or you just sit there. It makes him somewhat uncomfortable.” All that from a person, that I've spent hours talking to on the phone IN ONE NIGHT. Also the person who always tells me to call them. He's not doing me a favor by asking me to call him. So I'm just going to not call him. If he wants to talk to me...he has a phone, and he knows how to dial!!! Yeah. But anyway, I think thats all for now! Until next time...Over and Out!

So yeah it's Wednesday! Time to be going home for Thanksgiving, but oddly enough I'm still sitting here. This place seems to be the bane of my existance, yet im the last one to leave! Funny how that works. I hate days like these when everyone is gone, and I mean everyone, and it's so quiet you can hear people vaccuming 2 floors up! It's bad. It's kind of depressing! Anyway, I get a 5 day vacation!! Hoo hah!!! I've been waiting for this since the day I moved in! I mean I'm not very fond of home these days (my brother is home before he goes into the service and my mom gave him my room, so now I have to sleep on the couch or floor..wherever there is room!!! how sweet right???), but something about these cement walls, and the tile floors with patched up carpet on them, just seems to lose their luster when compared to home. Not to mention the fact that I will be eating REAL turkey and mashed potatos for not one, but probably 3 or 4 days!!!! Does it get any better than that? Honestly?!?!?! So I had this web site on AOL..one of those stupid member pages. Well last night I took like 3 hours and completely updated it. Pictures and all. It's awesome!!!! As cheesey as it seems, I'm pretty impressed with my abilities!!! Last night, Ashley, Stephanie, and I were sitting in here and I was reading these stories of hauntings all over the country when someone knocked on our door. It was kind of freaky and we just quietly sat here looking at each other like what the hell...do we answer the door?!?! Well the door was open, so the guy stuck his head in and was like Hello?? Well come to find out he was part of the Spartan Dischords. They are this really really awesome mens acapella group here at State. Boy are they good! Well anyway, throught the year they go around to all the residence halls and sing on the girls floors, and last night happened to be the night they were singing in Akers. They were soo good that we followed them down to the next floor and I was half tempted to keep on going down to the first floor! Well they informed us that they are having a concert not this friday, but next...Dec 5. It is going to be a great weekend because one it's my weekend off!! Two the Spartan Dischords are performing on Friday. Three Wes is supposedly coming down to go to the MSU-UofM hockey game on Saturday. Even if he doesn't come that is still good..because that is going to be one kick ass game!!! Our Hockey team is pretty darn good!!! So Im excited! Ya know, I am very impressed with the United States Postal Service. Being the great friend that I am, I decided to send Stephen a birthday card, or two, and Brandon his shot glasses that I have been promising for months now! I sent them out last Friday at like 4, and they got them on Monday! I can barely get mail from home in that amount of time!! It's crazy I tell ya!!! I think by the time Christmas gets here, I'm going to be all Christmased out...Seriously!!! Our room is completely decorated, lights, tree, stockings, things on the windows! We hve so many Christmas lights up that when you turn the room lights off, the room is still completely lit up! It's nuts! Anyway, Im sick of writing! I think im gonna go count the change in our Alabama fund, and wait for my grandparents to come! until next time....over and out!

So its official....Winter is here! We finally got snow here in Good Ole' Michigan :( not so excited about that! Unfortunately I was damned with living in the arctic north. Today when I decided to check the weather, you know to compare the weather here and the weather with the big whiner's in Alabama, it said that it was currently 25 degrees here but only felt like 11! Thats exciting specially since it was like almost 60 down there. The other night Stephen was complaining about how 45 degrees was soo cold! Damn..I wish it were 45 degrees right now! Man that would be like a heat wave around this area.

Anyway, today was a pretty darn good day at work. First of all, Lazy Tammy wasn't there and I ended up working with the guys (JT, Tom, CB, and some kid named steve..go figure). Well anyway, J.T. thought it would be fu to laugh at me all day. so we ended up at each others throats all day..in a joking way though. So that was entertaining. He was telling me that his neighbor shot her husband in the head and then locked him in their bedroom for 2 or 3 days, proceeded to to put him in a toolbox (One of those extremely large ones) and then burried it in their back yard. She moved their kids pool over top of the spot she burried her husbands dead body and then let the kids swim in it. MAN I TELL YA...there are some definite weirdo's out there! The crazy thing of it is that they were well-to-do people. He was a lawyer, and they weren't sure what she did but he said she was highly educated. WOW!!!! So that was my good day of work. For the most part I just stood around and didn't do anything..but whats new?!?!?!?

Our room is all decked out for Christmas now. I know I know its not even Thanksgiving yet, but Jessica made a really good point.....By the time we get back from Thanksgiving, we only have 12 days until we leave again for Break. So why not decorate early. Anyway, I dont think there is any area of our room that isn't covered in lights, and not a time in the day when we aren't listening to Christmas Music. It's funny to because its the same 12 songs over and over again. Sometimes we crack me up! Speaking of Christmas...I found a job for over break, and I didn't even have to look for it. Now that is some quality stuff. This lady my mom works with needs a baby sitter so that her kids don't have to sit in day care all day. So I'm going to baby sit. Her kids are super cute, not to mention the ex husband isn't too bad looking himself. Plus he is a really nice guy!! LOL...IM BAD I KNOW! I really need to get myself into shape before Spring Break. I can't go down there looking to impress the guys looking the way I do now. I mean I'm not fat, I just have a bit of a gut. That definitely needs to go! So thats what im going to be working on from now until spring break.....losing my beer gut! (it isn't really a beer gut, just from being inactive!) I think thats all for now. I might think of more later!!! Until next time......

So these past few days have been a lot better. Burch is convinced that Jared Duquette wants me because he Im'ed me the other day to tell me to cheer up and the other night he was talking to me when he was drunk and he said that i probably looked hot as hell without my braces. I was like Burch hes drunk...all guys say stupid shit like that when they are drunk!!!! CRAZY...it would be really really nice if he did want me though! LOL....it would be a dream come true! Thursday I did a whole lot of nothing and that felt good. Then Friday, I just didn't go into work. I had every intention of calling in but I got up late and Amanada was already here so I had to leave. Ooops...OH well I have that story all planned out. But anyway, Amanda, Ashley and I went out to Capstone so that Amanda could sign her part of the lease, and so that we could officially have a place to live next year! I am so excited. It just makes everything better! Or least I think it does. If I'm pissed off about something I can just say I have my own apartment next year!!!! LOL...anyway, Friday afternoon, Ashley Jessica and I went to the post office and did a little bit of christmas shopping! Well actually we just went to JoAnn's and bought a whole bunch of stuff we didnt need!!! Ooops....so now I'm officially broke. I spent every last penny I had. well not really, I spent everything but 1.94....Hopefully my cell phone bill wont come too soon. But i get paid in like two weeks anyway, so that should be ok! Once christmas gets here and i get all that paid for its going to be time to start saving for the APT. So thats some good news. Then Friday night was the craziest night ever i think. Jessica's mom and her friends decided that they wanted to come to lansing and go to the bars and the crash on our floor. LOL...yeah HER MOM! it was good times. We told her that her fee for staying here was a 12-pack of bud light bottles for me, a fifth of vodka for jess, and some bacardi O for Ash. Low and behold Penny shows up with all of it! Not to mention she is making us all dinner tonight! So on friday night we all just sat around and hung out....drinking. Then finally Jen and Buffa came in and wanted us to go to a party with them. So Steph, Jess and I went....and it was small but rather entertaining!!! We were playing flip cup..and boy was i tearing up at that! It's been a while since i played last....but i did ok! BUt then the cops came and that had to end, so we left (not because the cops came but because we told ashley we would be back by 1..and it was already 12:45). We got back here to find ashley almost passed out on the floor by our bed! CRAZY....Stephen called me and I felt a lot better, because we talked for probably an hour or so, and that was good! Hes not mad at me which is even better....but he told me he had been upset on Monday..Brandon was wasted and so was everyone else. they were all tailgating for the auburn game on Saturday NIGHT...the game didnt start until 6:45 the next night.....but anyway....Saturday, i sat around and watched football all day! It was a good day, MSU won and so did Auburn. The only bad part was that Ohio State lost to U of M. By no means do i like either team, but if I had to choose I would have definitely picked OSU to win! But oh well. Not a biggie! Like I said before, today we are all going to Jessica's house for dinner. The ladies are making us dinner! So that should be nice for a change, a nice home cooked meal!!! YAY!!! So lets just keep our fingers crossed that this week will go as good as these past few days have been!!! but for now I think im done! Over and out!!

Man, I've really been in a slump lately. I dont know what it is, but whatever it is it needs to hurry up and pass! Not only am I depressed but I'm emotional too. Its weird how often and sporadically my moods can change. one minute i can be as happy as can be, and the next almost in tears. Like tonight, it's weird. I was so happy because this guy that i was in love with all throughout high school sent me an instant message. I had up an away message that said, "And I feel like I'm at an all time low, slightly bruised and broken....", because well thats how i feel right now. and he just sent me a message that said, Aww its ok Michelle, keep your chin up kid! And being that i haven't talked to Jared in forever it just made my day knowing that he cared enough to send me a message telling me to cheer up! And i had been talking to steve-o and i told him what Jared has said and he freaked out on me. This is what he said to me, "The Crowned One (11:41:32 PM): that's crap. i'm sorry, honesty rising. i tried to make you feel better. i told you to not let it get the best of you. he says something generically the same and you feel better. i'm going to bed because i've become a bitch." It honestly made me want to cry because what Steve-o thinks means the world to me, and I know I hurt his feelings, but that wasn't my intentions. Just sometimes he acts like its such a big deal to have to talk to me, and that hurts! Especially when he told me that he looked forward to talking to me every day, what happened to that? Oh well, its probably just a case of the falling to fast and hard for someone that I know i can't have. oh well....who knows. but anyway, im gonna go and maybe when i wake up, all this will just be a dream, and i wont have to worry about it anymore!!! Until the next time...

Hmm...As I sit here staring at the computer screen with about a million thoughts running through my head, hmm, is about all I can think to write. I'm not even sure where to begin. Honestly, there are so many things that have been bothering me lately and it sucks to have them all hit me at once. I guess the first place to start would be with school. It sucks and everyone knows that. But for me lately, it seems like school has gotten extra frustrating and hard. im not really sure if its so much that its hard or if its that I dont really care very much. I don't try to apply myself, and therefore, I fall behind and get lost. I know I can do it if I put my mind to it, but I just don't feel like doing it! Something changed. School isn't what I want to be doing. I don't want to be here anymore, and really there isn't anything I do about that either. If I quit school, id 1) never hear the end of it from my family and 2) id be a bum for the rest of my life, and there is no way I'm going to end up a nothing like most of the other people in my family. I am going to be the first damn person in my family to go to and graduate from college! No way am I getting out of it that easily. I just need to refocus my life on what is really truly important and get shit done. That's really all there is to the matter! So now that I got all that out, I could move onto the next subject. WES! That boy has done something to be I can't even begin to explain. I'm not really sure what it is, but its something I can't shake! Just when I think I'm over him and I'm ready to move on, he calls me or I get a chance to talk to him, and all those feelings come flying back into the picture. I mean its not like we ended on bad terms. We just decided that things would be better just as friends especially with me going away to school, and I honestly think it was to save him from being afraid that I would find someone else and he would be left alone. I'm not sure that would happen. For some odd reason, I LOVE him. I honestly truly love Wes. He's the first person I've ever felt so comfortable and happy with since I was with josh in high school. That's been a long time ago. Wes really is a great guy and all my friends love him, and all his friends and family love me. Sometimes I wonder why we aren't together and it really begins to frustrate me. This past week, my phone was off all week charging and he called and left me two voicemails saying he couldn't' get ahold of me and wanting to know where I was! It was cute just to see that he was worried about me! Even though if I were to ask him if he missed me, he would tell me he didn't, but I know deep down inside he does miss me! Sometimes I even think he misses me more than I miss him! But That's a whole new story. But now that I got my true feelings out, I can move onto a new subject. I haven't talked to Brandon or Steve-o in what seems like forever. I think its been almost a week. I don't know what's up with Brandon, he usually gets online or at least calls me. But not lately, he's just been kind of ignoring me. And Steve-o, only God knows what's gotten into him. He used to want to talk to me as much I wanted to talk him, and now he just seems uninterested. So I don't really know what's going on there. Maybe we wont go down there for spring break, not if these guys are acting like this. Its stupid! But who knows. I guess SVSU is doing really well, and if they make it into the championship game they are going to Alabama, and Beth wants me to go with her and the girls. If I did go that would be awesome, but I'm not sure id want to, and I'm not sure where it would be. The only reason I would go would be to see Brandon and all of them. But it might not even be close to where they live. So I guess we'll see. I doubt ill actually go because Beth said its in 3 weeks which lands me in finals week! No way could I go during finals week. That week is the what either makes or break this semester! I really wish I could find a reset button for the whole thing, start it all over again and take things seriously. I want to do good, I really do but sometimes I just can't find the motivation to do it! I am going to work my ass of next semester to get good grades and not fail out. There is no way I'm going to be on academic probation again like I was last year. That was SHITTY. Especially if I ever plan on getting into medical school. There's no way its going to happen if I I'm on probation again! GRRR....But I think I've vented enough for now. I'm gonna go to bed. This is the first time I've been up this late in a while. lol. Until the next time..........

Mans working sucks. This has been the weekend from hell!!! I worked so much this weekend, and the sad part is that its not even over yet, I have to be up at 5:45 to go into work. Grrr to the stupid cafeteria! The only plus side of the whole situation is that I have the cutest student supervisor. Oh wow...!!! Anyway, yeah so im pretty much worn out, I hate working weekends, but really i have no choice!!! And last night I was so tired that i fell asleep in the living room, and then i got up and went to bed, but forgot to set the alarm. So this morning I woke up and looked at the clock and i couldn't see what time it was so..i had to get out of my bed, and im on the top bunk which is extremely close to the ceiling. Well needless to say, I lost my balance climbing down the ladder, and stood up on the rung and smashed my head on the ceiling....IT HURT!!!!! i wanted to climb back into bed. So i got over to the alarm clock and low and behold it was 8:53..and i had to be to work at 9! I was already late...so i hurried up and got dressed...and left. well i switched with this kid yesterday and he told me that he worked from 9-1, but really he worked from 9-cl, which is like 4.. So i was pissed! so i worked all day and then came home and went to sleep. other than that ive done nothing all weekend!!! Just thought I'd update!!!! Until next time~

Do you ever just want someone to feel sorry for you? Even if its just for a minute? I get like that sometimes, and I'm not usually the one who gets like that...but after this week of hell, I just wanted someone to feel sorry for me! So I'm talking to this person who has this uncanny way of making everything in my life ok, and all they can tell me is to live a life without regret. And I wanted to say, "look, for one minute can't you just listen to what I'm saying, and feel sorry for me, for a split second?" No all they could do is preach to me about how life could be worse. This is what I say to you!!! GET OVER YOURSELF. So its not as if I didnt already want to crawl into bed and never wake up....now I just want this year to be over...I want more than anything to be done with school, and to never have to open another book again!! EVER! But unfortunately, I have countless numbers of years to go! BOO for that!
So everything seems to be going well with the whole "new brother" thing. His friend Todd still believes me that I'm his sister, and Pat and I have a regular little email thing going on. Its quite refreshing, but anyway, I really want to know if somehow or another we are related! Last night I had this dream that we were, that we actually were sibling, and that he was a love child from my dad. My dad was truck driver his entire life so it could very well happen!!! Who knows, I doubt it though, if anything we are going to be like 9th cousins or something. Anyway, thats all for now! Until Next time!!!

Oh I almost forgot, on Friday or something like that..I got this really random email from some guy asking if I was pats sister. Well I had no idea who pat is, and I know that I definitely don't have a brother named pat, I emailed him back politely saying that I was not pat's sister, and that I had no idea there were any other staten's around here. Well then when I went back to my inbox, there was a message from pat explaining that he and his friends (Todd being the one who emailed me) had tailgated here for the uofm state game the previous weekend. And that his sister had stopped by and his friends all gave him grief about her. So Todd decided it would be funny to look up and find his sister, and low and behold they came up with my name! So they emailed me. And if I wanted to play along that he would help, but if I didn't, than he would tell Todd that it wasn't his sister. So me loving a good challenge decided to go ahead and play along. So I emailed pat back telling him that I would play along, and emailed Todd back telling him that I truly was pat's sister and that he had told me to deny it. Well I guess Todd didn't believe me and asked me where pats last girlfriend was from, and so I found out that information and now I have Todd hook line and sinker. He believes it all the way! So come to find out, I have 2 sister, 3 brothers including pat, and I am the third from oldest! Its cool to have a new family! Not really, its pats family....But still its funny! Meanwhile pat and I are emailng each other back and forth...He seems like a pretty cool guy. Anyway, ill keep you guys updated on this situation. IM sure it will get pretty entertaining.

isn't it funny how the people you thought were your best friends, are the ones that prove to you, they couldn't give two shits about you!?!?!?!?! I have this friend, ill leave out the names, who has always had a problem balancing her relationships with her boyfriends, and her friends. And now that shes is juggling two guys, she really has no time for her friends. Well i shouldn't say she doesnt have time for her friends, she has time for the friends that she wants to make time for. And it seems like to me that we had a conversation not too long ago about how she better have time for me, and she told me "i'll always have time for you! he will never come before you!" Funny how that works when the last time i saw her i said, "Ill probably see you at Thanksgiving time.", and she told me, " no you'll see me way before then, Ill definitely come visit you!" and wow thats been almost a month. Funny how shit like that works. Anyway, my life has been pretty rough lately. And when i say rough, i mean high stress! I've been working like crazy making all the money i can save for the apartment next year, christmas, and my road trip that i have planned for Spring Break. Speaking of which, i am highly considering rethinking, but ill get to that later on! My jon in itself is a HUGE STRESS on my life. I hate the work, i hate a majority of the people, and i hate the hours i have! like on monday's im supposed to be in at 5:45, this morning i checked and the freaking supervisors aren't even in at 5:45. The first person got there this morning at 6. Good thing im not dedicated! lol. Another stress in my life is school! I HATE IT, i hate EVERYTHING about it. The classes, the exam, the place i live. About the only good thing are the people i live with. And no offense to those guys, but sometimes even that gets stressful!! Not to mention the fact that this is my long week to work and i have a test in every single one of my classes this week, on every single day! So thats stressor #2, stressor #3 is the fact that i just signed the lease on my apartment for next year. Its awesome to think that next year ill have my own place, but to think about all the money im going to have to fork out every month. It makes me want to cry. I am bound and determined to do it though! I am going to prove to everyone that i can and will do it!!! Its like the saying where there is a will there is a way! and believe you me, there is a will!!! Stressor #4, is the fact that the one person who has been able to make me feel alright lately, has seem to kind of disappear. you should know who im talking about, and if you dont, than you dont need to know! anyway, this person has just kind of distanced themself from me, and it really truly upsets me. i think its probably my fault because the other day i told this person how i felt and since then they've been kind of weird acting. I guess only time will tell...and ill have to take the person's stance on things, and say that its up to God to decide! This bring me to the point i made earlier on the whole alabama situation. Ashley and i were planning on going down there for spring break, but I'm honestly reconsidering it. I'm not so sure if i want to go or not. sure it would be fun, but i guess i dont want things to be weird! i like things the way they are!!! I guess we'll see how things go! But anyway, the update on my test week is that the first of four raped me in the ass. but whats new! I'm used to it! lol!! but im gonna go for now! Until next time!

OH WHAT A DAY!! First of all, I GOT MY BRACES OFF TODAY!! It is an amazing feeling having smooth teeth again. Honestly, you never realize how nice it actually is until you don't have it for a while. I guess it goes along with the saying you don't miss a good thing till its gone. That was definitely the case. For some reason, I think y orthodontist has something against me and put me through some extreme torture. He jacked my gums all up and now I have these huge puffy gums that are all scabby looking. He's an asshole. God I will definitely not miss going into his office every 6 weeks. Another extremely wonderful thing happened today!! Not only did I get a new smile, I got to go see my boyfriend. LOL! No he isn't really my boyfriend, he's' my DENTIST!! I have the hottest dentist on the face of this planet. And I swear to you that it is the only reason I actually like going to the dentist. I am by far his most favorite patient, and he is always asking me to marry him...Sounds weird I know but you gotta know the guy! HE'S AWESOME!!! But anyway, I think if I had the opportunity I would definitely have an affair with the man! He is that wonderful. lol, but now that I've come across as a freak....I'll move on to a new subject. If anyone who reads this has a car they want me to borrow for spring break, let me know. I honestly need a car to drive to Alabama to see my buddies! I'm hoping that my car will be fixed and I will have enough money to put at least one month's worth of insurance on it just enough to make it to Alabama and back!!! Sounds cheap, but hey I AM....That shits expensive and with my measly little job in the caf, there is no way in hell id be able to afford that every month!!! DAMN!!! but anyway, im gonna go for now...it was nice talking with all of you....until next time!!!

Man Monday's really really suck!! Seriously, I hate that I have to get up at 6 to go into work...(technically I'm supposed to be there at 5:45, but they don't notice, so I go in at 6:30!!) to work with a bunch of lazy assholes! It pisses me off royally! The main lady I work with is so lazy, I could honestly do the work she does in a 4 hour time period in about 20 minutes. Then she gets on my case about not being able to do 4 different jobs at once. 2 of which are supposed to be here! So that just starts my week off really bad. Then I have class at 10:20 which I rarely go to. I need to start going though...I can't afford to fail any classes this semester.
Anywho...I guess Ashley and I have made it official that we are going to go Alabama for spring break. It should be fun, we sat down yesterday and tried to figure things out. We decided it would cost us about $300 a piece to go down and back. Which isn't bad considering that $200 of it we figured in as spending money. So now all we need to find is a car to make it down there in. I'm going to ask my brother if we could borrow his, and see what he says, if not ill just ask my parents if they can get mine fixed so that we can take it...I'm almost positive that it would make if it were in better condition. I'm not worried!!! That gives me something to look forward! Hanging with some of my best friends for an entire week!! YAY FOR ALABAMA!!!
So today when I was reading away messages like I usually do when I'm bored I came across this really good point that fits in well with my entry yesterday! Granted I don't really like the person who's info I found it on, but I thought I would just post in on today's anyway....So here it goes: Yea, U-M beat us, but that'll happen when you couple extremely poor officiating with a 90% dropped pass rate. I can, however, take pleasure remembering how our defense railed Navarre on the fumble/TD run or the 10 sec., 70 yd play...Consistency and Mediocracy are two very different things... This is a very very good point. anyway, I think that's enough for now....until next time!

For those of you who dont know, this past weekend was the biggest rivalry game of our school year! We played U of M in football, and unfortunately we got beat. So we had an off game, aside from this game we have been having an alright season. So I guess people think its fun to give me shit about how we lost. To all of you who are thinking about rubbing it in my face that I go to MSU and we got beat, this is what i have to say! SCREW YOU!!! I didnt choose to go to MSU because they had an awesome football team or because they even had an awesome athletic program! I went here because this is the college that most appealed to me. I came here because i wanted to be a spartan, and no matter how much you get in my shit about how bad of a football team we have, IM STILL NOT GOING TO CARE!!!! I didn't tell anyone how badly we were going to beat U of M, actually i think the only thing i said about the game all week is that we had a good chance at winning, because quite frankly we did. Going into this game we were ranked higher than U of M in the coach's poll, Associated Press Poll, and even in the BIG TEN....so we had just as good of a chance at winning that game as they did. and the person i said that to is the person who gave me the most greif about the game. This is what I told him: Every team has their bad days, and our just happened to be on the same day as the biggest game of the season. And as for us being outplayed...if i remember correctly, U of M got outplayed by Iowa whom we beat. So you cant really judge a team on who they beat. So brag all you want, it doesnt really bother me! Our football team has come a long way since last year, even me, hating jeff smoker as much as i do, gives him props for the way he played on saturday! So the next time you want to rub it in how bad our football team sucks....stop being so damn childish and grow up!!