Sunday, November 30, 2003
WOW!!! My weekend was bad, who knew it could get worse?!?!?! I swear to you, i think I just heard the most hurtful thing in my entire life! This person I thought was one of my best friends, just informed me that he no longer has time for me. he can't just drop what hes doing to talk to me on the phone, even though it's EXTREMELY long distance to call him. (not to mention the fact that I changed my cell phone plan so that I could call him without having to pay an arm and a leg!) Anyway, he said that he hates talking to me on the phone because all I ever say is "right" and "okay"! well i guess conversations dont go both ways these days! I guess if he would have talked too than maybe I would have more to say than, "right" and "okay"! I guess he never thought of that! Anyway, so yeah he pretty much told me that I have a screwed up life, and that he doesn't have time to listen to me. But hes glad that I know how to be a good friend and was there to listen when he needed someone! Thanks, I'm glad that you had time to talk when you needed someone, but its too much of a hassle to talk to me when I need someone. I also noticed that his behavior only began to change when i started talking to one of his other friends! I swear jealousy is an ugly thing. Way to turn your back on someone! So pretty much for him watching a movie and playing PS2 is way better than talking to his friends! Or I guess just me. You know that saying what do you do when the one person who can make you stop crying, is the one who made you cry? yeah thats exactly how i feel at the current moment! I feel like shit, and I can't believe he had the audacity to say, "sorry IF i hurt your feelings!" How could you say something like that to me and NOT hurt my feelings! Id feel like he meant it more if he would have said, "sorry that i hurt your feelings!" It's almost like saying, hey im not really sure what i did, so ill just say sorry to try and make you feel better! FUCK THAT!!!! This one conversation has ruined my whole week, and honestly this has been the best week i've had in a long time. so thanks for that, way to be a GREAT FRIEND!!!! I'm sorry to say it, but YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANYONE ELSE LIKE ME!!!! Thanks for everything!
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