Didn't sleep at all last night, something kept me up all night. wasn't my pillow, or my bed. Wasn't the tv, just all the thoughts buzzing in my head. Im pretty sure it was my own sadness that kept me awake until about 4:30 this morning. Just late enough for me to miss work and to wake up with the worst headache ever. Great!! I'm not sure if it was because I was so upet and I tried to stop myself from crying, or if it was that cigarette I smoked? YEAH I SMOKED! I didn't really want to, and its not like its an every day occurance like it used to be, but I bought a pack a while ago, and it's almost all still there. I think there are like 4 gone, I smoked most of them the last time I drank. I'm not sure what makes me smoke when Im drinking...it's so gross, and it makes me smell so bad. Plus it leaves that awful taste in my mouth. Anyway, I was talking to Stephen's best friend Paige today. It's weird, that girl and I have a lot in common! I was telling her about the awful situation from last night, and she was like thats terrible. So talking to her made me feel a little bit better about everything. Shes awesome! But anyway, Ashley, jessica and I went and got some ticket to see the Spartan Dischords on Friday. All four of us girls are going! It should be way fun! They are really really awesome! I can't even begin to explain how good they are! Lol!!! Anyway, I think thats about all for now...Until next time..Over and out.