Do you ever just want someone to feel sorry for you? Even if its just for a minute? I get like that sometimes, and I'm not usually the one who gets like that...but after this week of hell, I just wanted someone to feel sorry for me! So I'm talking to this person who has this uncanny way of making everything in my life ok, and all they can tell me is to live a life without regret. And I wanted to say, "look, for one minute can't you just listen to what I'm saying, and feel sorry for me, for a split second?" No all they could do is preach to me about how life could be worse. This is what I say to you!!! GET OVER YOURSELF. So its not as if I didnt already want to crawl into bed and never wake up....now I just want this year to be over...I want more than anything to be done with school, and to never have to open another book again!! EVER! But unfortunately, I have countless numbers of years to go! BOO for that!
So everything seems to be going well with the whole "new brother" thing. His friend Todd still believes me that I'm his sister, and Pat and I have a regular little email thing going on. Its quite refreshing, but anyway, I really want to know if somehow or another we are related! Last night I had this dream that we were, that we actually were sibling, and that he was a love child from my dad. My dad was truck driver his entire life so it could very well happen!!! Who knows, I doubt it though, if anything we are going to be like 9th cousins or something. Anyway, thats all for now! Until Next time!!!