Man I'm not really up for all of this its St. Patricks day drink green beer stuff. For some reason I just don't feel like drinking. I think a lot has changed in me. I mean last year I would have had a hard time not drinking, but this year its like its not a big deal. Oh well...and besides, I can't drink anymore this year because I need to lose 20 pounds in like six weeks. And drinking sure isn't going to help me out in that area. I talked to Paige today about something that has been on my mind lately, and she reassured me and told me that if it was something i really thought I should do, to go for it! So I think I'm going to! Few of you know what I'm talking about! So we'll see how it works out! Anyway, I think I'm getting sick...I've been feeling really down these past few days. Just run down and out of it...I don't know we'll see. But anyway, I found out some really good news last night about a certain person. Maybe there is hope!!! Keep your fingers crossed for me!!! Anyway, thats all for now. Until next time....over and out!