Men are Frustrating.

Oh, back to the good ole blog again. I was driving in to work this morning, trying to avoid thinking about other subjects, and my mind briefly fluttered over this. I thought maybe this is where I need to put out all my thoughts and feelings with the situation at hand. I'm worried already that the small handful of friends that I do have are already burnt out on listening to my whining and complaining about the shit fest that has become my love life. They all keep telling me that I need to close the door and move on. Reading my last few entries, I'm realizing I have this sick pattern! I am feeling the EXACT same way about D that I was feeling about Marcus shortly after Maddox was born. The crazy thing is that I KNOW I deserve more, I know I can do better. I don't want more and I don't want better. I want him and I want him to want me. I'm tired of the games and back and forth. I don't understand why guys think they need to lie to women to get what they want. Be honest. Even if it hurts, I would rather know the truth than think something completely off base. When you're given the out, and you want it...TAKE THE OUT! It really isn't rocket science. Not only that, if you don't take the out, expect a girl to think that you ARE interested in sticking around with her and don't call her crazy when she acts accordingly. MEN...be honest with WOMEN, set proper expectations. Believe it or not, sometimes women are alright with a friends with benefits situation. Especially one with as many potential complications as this one. Get real!