My life is crazy. But hey what else is new? For real, the only thing for once that is actually going well is work and school. I shouldn't say that those are the only things that are going well because right now my life is fairly simple. Take away the male aspect of it all and its all just fine. BUt honestly when isn't my life like that? Im stuck. I dont' know what I want to do and its frustrating me. I'm on the verge of something what I'm not sure. I'm really unsure about the whole Wes situation as usual. It seems like as soon as things take one small step forward, tbey take five giant steps back. Seriously I hung out with him this weekend, and at first things were normal...him ignoring me, acting like I wasn't around, and then they were good. He was nice and the wes that I like and then when I was leaving he gave me a hug and pretty much shoved me out the door! I hung out with his buddy Matt Norton on Sunday and we talked about a lot of things. I'm still not really sure how I feel but at the same time Matt shed some light on a few things. So we'll see I guess! Things with Daren I think are slowly progressing into something. Maybe it's just me jumping the gun but I don't know. We were talking on the phone today and he told me he had to know when I was going out on a date because he was concerned. When I asked him what he was concerned about, he told me he had to go. It's weird. Then he told me he was going to marry someone else. It's a joke from work that I dont' really want to go to far into detail with but I'll say htis much. One of the lifeguards told us that we should just go ahead and get married because we already fight like an old married couple. SO we've been planning this "wedding" but all of a sudden he's telling everyone that I called it off, or that I turned him down. IT's funny...keeps work interesting. Thats all for now. I want school to start now...so I"m not so bored all the time! Until next time..over and out!