HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MATT!!!!! Relaxation is so nice once in a while....But it's not like you need me to tell you that! Since I quit working in the stupid cafeteria, everything has been so much smoother, less stressful! Not only that, but I've decided that you can't control everything that happens to you. Most of the time, I try too hard to do that. Ive decided that my life we much easier if I just took things as they came to me! Like the saying goes, You just have to roll with the punches!!! So that is definitely my new motto on life!!! Anyway, my prayers, and everyone elses for that matter, paid off big time! My brother got his transfer, so that means he is no employed in Battle Creek instead of Greenville, South Carolina. That is a little dissapointing, for selfish reasons but still, now I dont' have anywhere to vacation too! Oh well, I'll just have to find a new spot! But it's good to have him close to home. It would be weird living down there by yourself without any family close by! So I'm happy that he will be here! Another thing is that my dad is doing much better! He is feeling a little better minus all the bruises he has, but none the less, hes feeling better. I know this because my mom was telling me that he was already complaining about stuff, and was talking about how he is going to come home and put the snow blower on the tractor! Yeah right....this is coming from a man who can barely get out of bed without getting winded! Anyway, thats just who he is...stubborn...hates not being able to do anything for himself! But it makes me relieved knowing that he's doing better! My mom said that he will probably be in there for 4 or 5 more days, so pretty much until the end of this week. This is by far the longest he has been in the hospital in a long long time. For those of you who don't understand...its very very stressful!! But luckily, things are beginning to look up..my grey skies are turning to blue! Well with my family that is. Things are getting more and more black in the whole boy department. So Wes FINALLY called me back the other day, and then he asks me, "what do you want to talk to me about?" I've decided that he is as dumb as everyone thinks he is...or he hasn't read my good ole' letter yet. With him, its hard telling. Since I was a bit annoyed that he called and asked me that, and that he wanted to talk about thing while he was on his way to Detroit with his friends...I told him there wasn't anything I wanted to talk to him about. So he told me to call him when I was ready to talk. So I called him last night to talk about all this stuff. Thinking that maybe just maybe, he was on the same path as me.....well to my surprise, actually no not really, i wasn't surprised at all, he tells me he is playing video games and that he would call me back. Let's just say that I fell asleep with the phone in my hand. No call. IVE GIVEN UP! he is the one thing that holds me back from being completely happy. Sure he makes me happy most of the time, but it's all the times like these that cancel out all the good times we've had! So I'm done with him. This time I mean it! He frustrates the hell out of me, and I can't deal with it! So I'm moving on! I'm sure there is someone around here that is even better than Wes! I just need to find him! Anywho, so my friend Brandi, shes from when I was little and still lived in Ohio, and I have been talking lately. And we've decided that I need to go down there and visit her. So she told me that she would meet me half way, and that we could go home, and surprise everyone! That will be so much fun. So I'm hoping that my brother will be able to take half way, or that someone will be willing to take me half way. I mean she goes to school like 2 hours from here in Toledo. So it would be like to Ann Arbor. It's not that far! So that is going to be my next big plan!!! I'll keep you updated on how it goes! But for now I think thats all! Until Next Time......Over and out! Knew the signs Wasn't right I was stupid for a while Swept away by you And now I feel like a fool So confused, My heart's bruised Was I ever loved by you? Gabrielle ~ Out of Reach