I do believe that everything has calmed down a wee bit in my life. As far as I know, my dad is doing much better, Thank you to all of you who sent out a prayer for him! I am for in debt to you! It means everything to me to know that I have people that care about me and my family! This week has definitely flown by!! That is for sure! I can't believe that it is already Thursday and that in like one more day I'll be going home for the weekend! AGAIN. This weekend is my friend Matt's 21 birthday. I can't miss that! It's one of those milestones that you want everyone to be a part of! So it should be fun, lets just hope now that I can find a ride home!!! It's sad to think that Valentines day is just around the corner...along with my birthday..(hint hint). The even sadder part is that I believe that I have scared away the one person that was the closest thing to me having a Valentine this year! Wes got my letter, but didn't read it, so I stressed that he needed to read it and then get back to me on it! Well that was like Monday, and I have yet to hear back from him. I guess I don't really care, I mean I do....but if he isn't going to put forth any emotion or let me know how he is feeling, that I am sick of wasting my time. Like someone great told me, One day I'll find someone when I am least expecting or wanting him. So I'm going to against all my previous notions, and believe that. One day a man that will love me just as much as I love him, will be sent into my life. So until then, I'll just give up on Wes...and leave everything open. School doesn't seem to be going too bad, except for the whole Communications class. I hate public speaking, and the fact that I have to stand up and give a speech in a week terrifies the HELL out of me! Not to mention that I have an even bigger speech due in like 2 or 3 weeks. EEEEKK...oh well, I WILL OVERCOME! Today I had to make phone calls at work, there is a first. This is coming from the person who doesn't even call to order her own food! THANK GOD for Stephanie!!! Well, I should probably make this short, because knowing MSU...we will have class tomorrow, and that means for me, getting up early! So I am going to head off to bed...Until next time....Over and out!!!! Tomorrow's just another day, another way to spend my day all by myself starin at the tv screen, flipping through my magazine. Everything is unclear i need you here! ~Tomorrow.....Lillix