OH, I should have known. It's that time when I have to head back to school, and once again, things with Wes and I are starting to look good, and I have to up and leave it behind. Not such a great thing! I knds it would happen again if we hung out over break, and me being the fool that I am, let it happen anyway! Hopefully this time it will be different and he will actually come and visit me once or something. You never know. Sometimes I wonder if people do things just to try and make me angry or jealous. Things lately have been happening, and I'm beginning to wonder if that isn't the case!!! I don't know...but things seem pretty darn fishy if you ask me! Another good thing I realized in the past few days is that I really miss Sarah. We haven't talked very much this year, and it kind of sucks, actually it really sucks! We always have sooo much fun together, and we need to start hanging out more!!! Definitely! We had a family day out today...it was weird, going from being yelled at hard core to spending an entire day with my family. I mean I got up at my grandparents house and my mom came and got me, then we came home, took my nephew bowling, and then my mom and I went shopping. We honestly spend the whole day together doing family stuff!!! WEIRD! Anywho, classes start monday, I am so excited, I absolutely love my job!!! Wish I could afford to quit the caf but CSP isn't offering me enough hours to do that. But we'll see, this is very very exciting! I can't wait to get back, I miss everyone soo much. Jen Keates called me the other night....3 TIMES!! I miss her...we haven't hung out much this year, but I love the girl as if she were my left arm!!! Anyway, I'm going to church with my grandparents tomorrow, and we are having kind of like a family dinner before my brother leaves for the Air Force. He is going back to South Carolina tomorrow, but he isn't actually leaving for the service until the 27. So it's going to be really weird not having him here!!!! Anyway, I have a new motto for this upcoming semester...."God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things that I can, and the wisdom to know the difference!!" Hopefully it will help me to keep things in perspective!!!! We'll see if it does me any good!! This break was the break I could have possibly had. Busy every single day with people, whether we had anything specific to do or not, I was always gone. The TRUE friends that I have. The true friends that I care about. I have all the friends I need right there! I love you guys! But for now, I'm gonna finish what I was doing. Until next time...Over and out!