For the love of Pete! Man oh Man!!!!! You know you live in the ghetto when the cops come to your area of campus like 6 or 7 times in 4 days!!! Seriously, and now there is blood smeared on doors, walls, and god knows what else. That my friend is a BIO HAZARD!!!!! Yeah, you can't even try to talk me out of not living off campus next year. It just isn't going to happen! On another much happier note, Burch and I are trying to decide who is more attractive Usher, a certain someone, or Vin Diesel? It's a hard decision. I mean Usher and Vin are pretty freaking Rich, have nice bodies, and all those nice things. But I think I would have to stick with someone who is more on my level. Whats the point of fantasizing about someone I know I'll never have, when I can fantasize about someone who is right at my fingertips? ya know, doesn't that make more sense? Yeah, I'm still holding out for him! Don't ask why...because I'm not really sure! All of these crazy things have been happening to me lately. Like good crazy, like it started with the whole fortune cookie thing. And I'm not one to believe in that kind of thing, but the fact that it is coming true, and it all started on a day that was listed as a lucky number, plus I looked up my horoscope thingy and it plays right into it. Maybe this is really meant to be! Wouldn't that be awesome!! I would be in heaven!! FOR SURE!!! yeah anyway.....I read this in Cathi's profile...and it is soo true! I thought I would just share it with anyone who reads this....and maybe bring some enlightenment to your world.!!! "After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love does not mean possession, and company does not mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses are not contracts and presents are not promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads today because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden, and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, and you really do have worth, and you learn..." But I think that is good for now, Until next time.....Over and out!