Oh what a crazy week this week has turned out to be so far! It's been up and down and all over the place. I started packing last week and took some stuff home last weekend. Then last night I decided it was time to pack up the majority of the rest of my stuff. Well, now we have bare walls, a bare bulletin board, and our room looks very sterile and depressing! Then today Ashley and Jessica's dads came and took our beds down. That was very entertaining. So now we have nothing on our walls, nothing on our floors, and no beds to sleep in. Now we just have mattresses on the floor until next thursday when we go get our real beds out of storage! It will prove to be a very entertaining time period. But on to another note, I realized the other day that I have changed a lot since last year. I mean honestly, last year I was a flirt. We'll just say that I made out with a few people. And this year, I haven't made out with anyone, well except for Wes over Christmas break. That is something I am very proud of....VERY! But anyway, I don't really know what else to say. I want school to be done so I can start making money. I am very excited to start working at my new job. Don't get me wrong I am excited to work here over the summer too, but quite frankly I am not looking forward to the drive back and forth to Lansing three times a week! But I'm sure I'll get used to it. Hopefully I'll really enjoy the job with Saginaw County. I'm sure I will, the people seem really great!!!! So we'll see. Another really exciting thing is that I get to go see my dentist on Wednesday of next week! That makes me really happy, I haven't seen him since like November when I got my braces off!!! And that was not the best time to see him, but hopefully this time I'll get a good report!! My brother goes to him now too, which is really cool, because besides being really really good looking, he is genuinely a nice guy. So I'm glad that my brother is going there too! But they were talking and Dr. Sheridan asked him if he were my husband, and BJ said now I'm her brother. And then Dr. Sheridan said to him, "well in that case, it's safe for me to say this....your sister is a very very pretty girl!" Yay for the Dentist thinking I'm pretty. I mean once in a while it is nice to know that someone thinks you are attractive, especially a good looking someone. Even if they are old and married with five kids. I can not begin to explain to you how excited I am to live in our apartment next year. Today I was looking at some of pictures that a friend of mine who lives in Capstone took, and they just made me all the more excited to live there. Another cool thing is that we have neighbors who we know. Well at least Jess and I do. Burch and Reen on the other hand, aren't so familiar with the guys!!! Yay!! But I think thats all for now....Until next time..Over and out! I'm so tired of being here. Supressed by all of my childish fears, and if you have to leave. I wish that you would just leave because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone. ~My Immortal~ Evanescence