Saturday, June 19, 2004

Does it really get any better than this?

Alright I know I haven't been the greatest in updating lately. But I've been a very very busy girl. My two part time jobs turned themselves into one full time job and I've been working 45-50 hours a week since the last week in May. I'm not going to complain though because quite frankly, I enjoy the money. The even scarier part is that I spend my days off at work as well. Not the entire day but an hour or so. It just doesn't feel right not being there. Ya know what I mean?!? Not to mention a lot of the time I go in to see him. I know he will be there, especially lately, and I like it. I think he does to. I haven't really decided where things are heading with that situation. Things have evolved a little bit and I like where they are going. But in the same aspect I kind of have to pretend that I don't really look at him in that light. When I'm at work I act like he drives me up the wall, which he does, but not in a bad way I suppose. He's cute. He's started drinking out of my stuff and eating my food. I don't know. Today I even gave him what was left of my smoothie and he drank it. I think we would be cute together. We already fight like we are married. At least thats what everyone at work says. They think its cute, but yet neither one of us has admitted anything. I think the way we act gives it away. I claim to want to kill him all the time, but I know people see right through it. Oh well...what ya gonna do? Life has been going really well for me lately. I finally got admitted into SVSU. So I guess its pretty official that I will be a Cardinal in the fall, now the only tough part is finding a place to live. I'm hoping that there will be a single somewhere that I can live in and I won't have to live with people I don't know. Either a single in the Living Center or the village would be fine, at this point I don't really care. Maybe if things take off with him this summer or at the end of the summer, I'll just spend the majority of my time at his house. He doesn't live that far from campus and he does live by himself. So who knows. I finally know what it feels like to be happy....it feels good! I like it. I have needed this for so long, and I don't think it could have come at a better time. YAY for Happiness! I have to work tomorrow and I am really bummed because that means that I have to miss Church, but I have the next two Sunday's off. Not to mention I finally got the entire fourth of July weekend off. I had to do quite a bit of begging but I worked my magic and got it off like I had wanted. Who's up for a weekend at the Lake?!?!?! I'm going even if I do have to go by myself? Considering none of my friends want to go or have plans already. Boo to them! This is why I need a boyfriend who would like to go up north. If it was him though he would have to work anyway! Boo!!! I think thats all for now. All I have to say is GOD IS GOOD! He is always faithful and he will definitely show you the right path to take in your life if you just ask! I'm proof of that! Until next time...Over and out!

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