Today was a day of pure and utter laziness! I went to IAH this morning, and I had to drag myself to that, then I came back here and slept for the remainder of the day! Oh the joy of being a college student! I've been doing pretty well with going to class and such. The only class I've really been skipping out on is Bio, and thats because honestly it really isn't worth going to. The lady doesn't know how to answer questions that the class asks, so in turn she asks the question one person asked to the entire class. Lady, you're the teacher and should know how to answer it...not expect us to! So I have been skipping out on that one pretty regularly, but other than that, classes are going well. I got to thinking and I've decided that I should probably really start looking into all the Med School stuff, because honestly, I haven't planned for it at all. It was always just what I wanted to do, and I never actually thought I would stick with it. And now that I am the reality of it all is finally hitting me. My GPA SUCKS ROYALLY, and there is no way that I will get into any Medical School with the GPA that I have. I better pray to God that I do really well on my MCAT's because if I don't I'm screwed! I definitely need to start thinking about where I want to apply to Med School, because I am going to definitely need to apply to more than one. It's my future and I definitely need to start getting that all taken care of. On to another note, this boy I wrote about the other day, I wonder about that whole situation. I have a feeling that I like him because it would be convenient. I don't want that, I want to like someone because I like how they make me feel, or the way they treat me, not because I want to be with someone and they like me in return. I definitely want to leave my options open. There is this boy in my communication's class and he is really cute. Plus he seems really down to earth, I don't really know though because I haven't really ever talked to him. I am making it my goal to though, I think he would be super fun to hang out with. But we'll see how that goes. But as for the other person, I'm just going to let things play out. They will happen the way they are supposed to! My step-dad is back in the hospital. I'm really beginning to think that maybe he should just rent the damn thing. Like rent his own little wing of the hospital and just come and go as he pleases. I feel really bad that I can't be home to be with my mom. This is really hard for her. I mean it's not like shes had the easiest life and she finally finds someone who makes her happy and is good to her family, and shes losing him too! It's hard on us all! He's been such a big part of my life for like 6 or 7 years now. He has been the only dad I've really known for that amount of time. So it's hard, but then again it's not too bad because for as long as I've known him, i've known this was coming. I've dealt with the hospital stays, all the medications, the oxygen tanks, and all the other stuff that comes along with it....so I guess in a way I've dealt with the fact that I knew his time would run out sometime or another. It sounds really awful to say, but it's the truth, you know and it's easier to just accept what I know is going to come. I mean everything happens the way God has it planned, and it's not like Ron hasn't been there and done things for me that make me a better person. He's lived his life, and made memories and will definitely not be forgotten, granted he is still young and has a lot of life ahead of him, but I don't want to watch him suffer any longer. i know it sounds mean and awful, but it takes a lot of strength and courage to say and accept that type of thing! So that is my life right now in a nut shell....AAAAAGGGGGHHHHH!!!!! Until next time....over and out!