LONG Weekend!!

I just found out today that I am going to have a super long weekend! YAY for long weekends! Haha, well not really a long weekend because well I have to work for Saginaw County but you get the gist of it all. I have tomorrow off, don't work here on Thursday or Friday and I have Monday off as well! Hahaha, so that means I won't have to be back to Lansing until Tuesday! Thank God for that! I am definitely getting sick of driving back and forth to Lansing, its starting to wear on me. Plus I had to walk a mile this morning in the rain just to get from my car to work, and they are doing all kinds of construction around our building so I had to take a bunch of detours. It was sucky! I wonder if Darren is going to be at our meeting tomorrow at Haithco? Hopefully, I think I'm going to like him better than Darwin, but I won't get be working with him as much I don't think. We'll see. Darwin tries to hard to be cool and funny but then when he's in charge he gets all pissy and stuff. It's kind of annoying. We'll see how things go. I might work with Terry a little bit though, he seems like a good guy. He's one of the park rangers, but I'm not sure which park he got assigned to yet! So we will definitely see how that goes. I don't think I would mind working with him. He and Darren are the only two semi-decent looking guys that work there. So we'll see how that goes. I think I was right in what I said last night, I think I've really made Wes mad. He hasn't said anything to me since yesterday afternoon when we were text-messaging each other. Who knows. Or maybe he is just taking what I said as I don't want to talk to him. Who really knows with him, it's hard to say! I talked to Andew a little bit about it last night, because he really doesn't have any connection to the situation and hes a guy, so I thought he might have some kind of insight to it. He said a few things that made some sense. One of which I know is true, but don't really want to admit. So I think I might call Wes later just to see what's going on and to make sure he isn't mad at me. I think that's the worsrt part of this whole thing is thinking that he might be mad at me, I don't really care that he doesn't want me to be his girlfriend so much anymore but I hate when people are mad at me. I think I might go to His House tonight since I don't have to work tomorrow and there is really no point in staying at my grandparents tonight. So yeah, I'm gonna go! YAY! It will be the first time since like last summer I think! I'm excited! Anyway, I'm outtie! Until next time..Over and out! Sometimes I wonder why I work so hard to guard my heart. Well, I hardly feel anything at all. I've spent my whole life buildin' up this ivory tower. Now that I'm in it, I keep wishin' it would fall. So I can feel the ground beneath me, really taste this air I'm breathin', And know that I'm alive. I want to cry like the rain, cry like the rain,An' shine like the sun on a beautiful mornin'. Sing to the heavens like a church bell ringin', Fight with the devil an' go down swingin'. Fly like a bird, roll like a stone, Love like I ain't afraid to be alone. Take everything that this world has to give: I wanna live. ~I Wanna Live~ Josh Gracin