Don't Know Why I Bother.

I haven't been very faithful about udating this thing. I don't know why I continue to keep it, it's not like anyone actually reads it. And if anyone actually does read it, they don't let me know by leaving comments and such. Anywho, not much has changed in my life in the past few weeks. Still in school and still unemployed. The money is just about gone and I need a job desperately. I have filled out numerous applications already and I have 3 more sitting on the table downstairs waiting to be returned. I should have probably taken them back as soon as I got them filled out, but who knows. I'll have plenty of time to do it tomorrow, and besides they start getting busy in like 30 minutes. So I'll do it tomorrow afternoon when there wont be anyone in there. Sounds good to me!!! My trip to the UP was a lot of fun. I was thinking about it last night, and I would really like to go back. Maybe in the spring or something Beth and I could fit in a trip to go back and see it in the spring. Do some more fun stuff, go see all these places people were telling us about! That would be awesome! I'm DOWN! I for once don't have any prospects lined up in the guy department. Usually there is someone that I usually have a crush on, or at least think is cute, but for once, there isn't anyone. I'm ok with that. I don't need a guy right now. Especially with school and with a job, I just won't have time for a boyfriend. I would feel like I was neglecting something, and it would either be him or my school work....chances are it would be my school work and that is really something I can't afford right now. I had two tests this week. One in Biology and one in Chemistry. I got an 83 on the bio and an 84 on the Chem. I was excited. Those are not bad grades. Not to mention we have like 5 other tests so I have time to study more and get better grades on all the tests! I am working my butt off this year in order to get good grades. This will be the first time I've ever been serious about school! I can't wait to see my GPA at the end of the semester!!!!! I saw Josh today and yesterday. Yesterday I just saw him driving, so that wasn't bad, but today I actually saw him, face to face, and we spoke. Well all we said was hi...but still. Talk about weird feelings. I mean how are you supposed to act towards the ex who is now dating what used to be your best friend? I am going to be nice to him whenever I see him, I mean after all...I did break up with him...and she should have known better! Thankfully, she doesn't go here so I won't have to see them together! That is nice! But whatever! I'm going to go find something productive to do!!! LEAVE COMMENTS PEOPLE!!!! until next time...Over and out!