Wednesday, September 08, 2004

You Make Me Sick

Have you ever just been so sick of someone and the way they act? Tonight I realized that this one person make me sick. He is so gross and loathsome. He acts like he is the coolest person on this earth and the fact that he is more irresponsible than I am makes it even worse. I suppose you would have to know who I am talking about to understand. And even then I'm not sure you would understand completely. I don't think anyone could understand it. Not even Beth. So many things have gone on and been done that I just can't even believe him sometimes. I guess if I'm saying this about him I probably should say it about myself, but I don't think I'm like that all the time. Anyway, moving on... so today Troy from His House informed me that he had hired someone else to be the secretary for His House, which at first I was cool with and I guess I still am because honestly, it was only 10 hours a week. I need more than that. But the lame excuse he gave me for it was what kind of makes me mad. He told me pretty much that the reason he gave the other girl the job was because she had been involved in His House longer. None of our qualifications mattered, but because she was there longer she got the job. I think its kind of bull but whatever like I said, it was only 10 hours a week! Today just wasn't a very good day at all. Oh well, Tomorrow night I'm going to state and I couldn't be more excited. I can not wait to see everyone. I miss them all like crazy. I have a doctors apt at 3:45 tomorrow too, I am kind of nervous. But I hope he can do something about these headaches I've been getting. They are AWFUL! We'll see what he says. Maybe he will agree with me on everything and my plan will be in progress! I hope so, please pray that I make the right decision. I'm not sure what to do really. But this is what I want! Anyway, I think I'm going to go for now. Until next time....Over and out!

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