It's been a long week thus far and it's only hump day! But my week, unlike some, does get easier. I only have two classes tomorrow and work, and then I'm done until saturday with both classes and work. Well after tomorrow, I'm done with classes until Tuesday. Which gives me something to look forward to! Im content with that. Heck, I'm content with not having Friday classes.
I'm almost done with work....which is good. No work = less stress, less stress = a happier, more content Michelle. I am excited for work to be done, but at the same time, I'm really sad that it's over. All of my friends except for Beth are from work. So I mean, thats closing another book of friends. I guess that just means that God has a lot of friends for me to meet at SVSU! We'll see.
Today at work was a little awkward. Martha has been having a lot of problems lately with her ex and the baby. So she got this phone call at work today and she was freaking out. I don't know how to handle situations like that. I have no experience with that, well not directly. I mean I experienced it from her son's perspective but other than that, I'm clueless. I know that situations like this are the hardest on the child. So I asked my mom about it all, because I know she went through it all. Then I told Martha what she said, and I think that maybe I helped in some way. Maybe...maybe not. But I tried, I did my best with the situation. I don't really know why everyone comes to me with their problems. I can't fix them...I can give them my advice on what to do with the situation...but I can't solve anything. I mean it does make me feel really good that people trust me enough to open up to me with their problems...but still...it gets kind of frustrating sometimes. I'm always willing to listen, I think that's one of my best qualities is that I am always willing to listen to someone. I don't mind providing a shoulder to cry on. I just hope that the people who use my shoulder as a snot rag will be there for me when I need them. For the most part they are. Especially Martha. We talk a lot! It's cool. I just wanted to vent about that a little bit.
I'm home alone. I did'nt go to youth group tonight. I just was run down and wanted some time to myself. Ya know, once in a while you need that kind of thing. But now that I've been here for a while, I wish that Beth would come home. Haha...it's kind of lonely here by myself!
I talked to Jen Keates tonight. I miss everyone at State so much. But I know this is better for me. So it's cool! I'll get past it after a while! Classes are going well. Well so far anyway, it is only the third day of classes. My Math prof is a little bit weird, but I think I can handle it. I know three people in that class. So I guess if I ever need help, I know where I can get it. My chemistry prof seems to be really good. We'll see, hes the Dean of the College of Engineering. So he is definitely a smart man. My bio prof is really cool to, Beth loved her so I'm going to assume that she is good! We'll see. I am excited. I am going to do well this semester even if it kills me!!!
I talked to Wes the other night. I miss him. Things aren't the same. I don't know. It's weird....but I knew it would end sometimes I guess. Maybe I didn't want it to!! I don't know whats going on. I miss him though! I think thats enough writing for now. Until Next time...Over and out!
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