Not much has happened in the past few days. Well actually I think since the last time I updated for real, I had one of the best nights of my life! You know when you just have one of those and it's so great you can't sleep! That was me, I was on cloud nine and couldn't think about anything but that! If you know me, you can ask me for details...I don't really want to post them on here in case some unwarranted person reads it! You never know who can stumble upon things. The internet is a crazy thing! Anyway, I've had a rough week with certain things. Just things that have been weighing me down now for a while and I am ready to break free of them. I don't really want anything to do with it anymore! It's keeping me from growing as a person. Now that I'm on my own, I realize a lot of things. A lot of the things I did before were to spite people. Not really for myself. Which isn't good. I want to move on to better things. Beth and I had a really conversation the other night. It helped me with this A LOT! We prayed about it and as stupid as you may think this is....it helped. A lot of the burden I was feeling at that time was gone. Prayer is an amazing thing!!!! I've learned that as well as many other things. God has some amazing things in store for my life, and I can't wait to see what he has in store for me!!!! On another note, a lot of the friends I've made over the summer are leaving. Even some of the friends I've had for a while. Not to mention I left a lot of friends back in Lansing. It's going to be so awesome making new friends! Not that my friends didn't matter...I'm going to MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY! But it's always fun to make new ones! Ya know~?!?!? I'm excited that the summer is almost over...and for more reasons than one!!! But thats another story in itself! But for now...I have some huge errands to run.. So i need to get them done and then head to youth group! Until next time...Over and out!
So sad, so sad what love will make you do. All the things that we accept, be the things that we regret. See, when I get the strength to leave you always tell me that you need me. And I'm weak cause I believe you. And I'm mad because I love you. So I stop and think that maybe, you can learn to appreciate me. Then it all remains the same that You ain't never gonna change...But I'm hurtin while im with you and though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you.
~~Ashanti...Foolish
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