RAR!!

Grrr..I am so irritable today. I just want to punch the little kids that are in the pool screaming. They are getting on my nerves. I knew it was going to be a bad day when I didn't even want to get out of bed at 1 this afternoon. Than I decided I would run some errands and get some much needed stuff done. So I did all that. Went to the post office, went back to The Home Depot to return some unused saw horse brackets, and then headed out to SVSU to sign my promissory note for my loan. The lady in the FA office so kindly informed me that the left over from my loan won't be here for about 4 weeks, which sucks because I was planning on using that for my books. So now I have no books and no money to buy books with, and classes start a week from today!!! GREAT. So what do I do, I call my mom and tell her about thinking that maybe just maybe she would be like "ok, well we can float you a loan until you'r loan refund comes back." NO!! You know what she says, I don't know what to tell you. SO now I'm going to have to wait until my next pay check to get the stupid things and by then all the used ones will be gone and I'll have to buy new ones, and then I'll be really really pissed off!!!!! Did I ever mention how much I HATE COLLEGE!!!! It sucks royally and they cheat you out of soo much money. It's not even fair. OH well, what you gonna do....NOTHING! If I drop out, I'll be a bum for the rest of my life...if I continue to go, I could very well just go insane! I think this is the one thing that makes me crazier than any boy ever could!!!! GRRR......I think depression is setting in because it's finally hit me that I am leaving all my friends from Lansing. Someone whom I haven't talked to in over 4 months IMed me last night to ask me when I was moving in. It made me sad that I had to tell him I wasn't going to be moving in. I mean I am way excited to be going to SVSU and to be here in my townhouse with Beth....but I've shared the past two years with these people and now I'm not going to see them hardly. It's going to be a rough transition thats for sure!!!! OH well, I need to go jump in the shower and get ready to meet Beth and Mom #2 at TGI Fridays for dinner. Until next time...Over and out!